john wants to wake up and hear dave call him darl. he wants dave to cook that wonderful food he did and he wants him to sing to him. john would even let dave call him beautiful even if he thought it was a little girly. he wants to come find dave in his work shop so he can sneak behind him to try and scare him. he wants to see dave’s rare smiles and he wants to sit with him and gush over some great movies and hot chocolate. but he cant. he just wakes up feeling utterly lost and empty. :<
and jake wants to make john better but he’s pretty much feeling just as terrible
and dirk’s wondering why the hell he couldn’t be there to protect his brother
rp shenanigans. dave might have passed and …yeah.